At one time, I'm so focused doing my assignment, the next minute I suddenly remember something I wanted to do and my mind starts to blur, and the other next minute I remember the other thing I also wanted to do long time ago, and my mind just falls apart...
sometimes I'm so disappointed with myself.
maybe because I can't get myself to do things I want to do...
I can't even get small things done!
like I wanted to get a hair-do, but I don't know where to go..even if I go to some expensive place, it doesn't guarantee you will have great hair, since they will only get trainee to do your hair if you can't name one of their hair stylists (they reckon you don't know and assure you that they will never give trainee, in fact they are)
and then there are other several things, such as looking for a good place to learn advance English; decide whether I want to continue to learn French; make some pieces; and when I finally do the listing, it doesn't seem too much..or am I forgetting something? ^^I think I want a little time on my own. These past days have been a bit crazy. I had to wake up late to do assignments, rushing to school, got home past 7..
I have great laughs at classes, good friends, handsome teacher, what else can I ask for? altho all seems very well, I usually get home in a bad mood..maybe because I'm worrying about these assignments, or maybe the other things..don't really know..
It's all still a blur..
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