Senayan City day to day..

So, I've been going to SenCi for 3 days in a row..
I participated in a contest in a group with my other 3 close friends.
We r against 3 other groups but they're all from LaSalle college, who is really determined to win from our Esmod.. -.-;

We are all supposed to be there from 11 am to at least 4 pm. they got us the fabrics, and we have to do it at some free unused place inside SenC.. It looks like Project Runway. they will record us doing everything..
but it feels really easy breezy..

Me and my friends would go eat out at 12, and go to stores there and back at 1.30..
then we go home at 4 to 5..while La*alle girls are still there (well, they came late)
but we work fast enough, so we would finish it by tomorrow night!

I'm not really into the prize though.. since I'm only a substitute, and my two friends r also subs..

I just want to feel what it is like to be in a contest..

The other 2 groups have beautiful designs too..
But La*alle is just so damn annoying.. Their teachers will come around 2 pm and observe their works.. oh my gawd...

It's a freakin' CONTEST. not a JOB training or ANYTHING in which teachers should come and check.. geez.. they're not gonna do great when they're graduated..

Now I know why people would call Esmod as the #1 fashion school, although it's not that good, it's because the other school is just worse..almost a crap..

I've never been so proud being in Esmod, neither would I feel so nationalist to my school..but since La*alle is so freakin' annoying, I pulled up a banner and let my arm got deeply scratched and bleed..
so much for a school..

Some People Laugh, Some People Cry

A former classmate of mine has just won a fashion contest. while on the same part of the city, my old friend's fiance had just died..
Reading my twitter timeline, my college friends are congratulating the winner.
On my facebook, my other friends are giving their condolences.
She laugh with joy.
She cried her heart out ..
all in this one day, while I don't have any particular feelings toward anything..


Ps: when you write an expression of condolence via your BlackBerry, please kindly turn off your so-called cute auto-text, or at least try to erase those 'cute' words and re-write them. No one fancies reading decorated sentences, even when they're not grieving..

Rain On My Window Blurs My Vision..

I, most of the time, can't focus just on one thing at a time.. It's like my mind splits to lots of divisions..
At one time, I'm so focused doing my assignment, the next minute I suddenly remember something I wanted to do and my mind starts to blur, and the other next minute I remember the other thing I also wanted to do long time ago, and my mind just falls apart...

sometimes I'm so disappointed with myself.

maybe because I can't get myself to do things I want to do...

 

I can't even get small things done!

like I wanted to get a hair-do, but I don't know where to go..even if I go to some expensive place, it doesn't guarantee you will have great hair, since they will only get trainee to do your hair if you can't name one of their hair stylists (they reckon you don't know and assure you that they will never give trainee, in fact they are)

and then there are other several things, such as looking for a good place to learn advance English; decide whether I want to continue to learn French; make some pieces; and when I finally do the listing, it doesn't seem too much..or am I forgetting something? ^^


I think I want a little time on my own. These past days have been a bit crazy. I had to wake up late to do assignments, rushing to school, got home past 7..
I have great laughs at classes, good friends, handsome teacher, what else can I ask for? altho all seems very well, I usually get home in a bad mood..maybe because I'm worrying about these assignments, or maybe the other things..don't really know..
It's all still a blur..